I know he is doing well, because he has put on 180g in the last week, and needs only 20g more to get back to his birthweight.
I know I am rather fond of him, because I feel a strong urge to have another baby RIGHT NOW. This is surely to do with my hormones, and the fact that he's still nice and sleepy most of the time. This is not a feeling that will last. Right?
I know that Logie is put out by all this, because although he is perfectly civil to Lix in person he refuses point blank to do anything normal, and even cried when we left him at nursery this morning. Very out of character.
However, I don't know if the first two sessions of ECT have done the trick yet. I suppose this means they haven't, as I usually feel the change all over my body when it happens. Last time it took only two sessions - in previous years it's taken more.
Part of the problem is that I've had a terribly upset stomach since Sunday night, and nausea alongside it, so I feel pretty ropey in general. It's quite hard to assess your mental state when you feel sick, and keep dashing to the loo. So I'm going to have another treatment on Friday.
Luckily, no one else in our household has got this stomach bug. Felix can't have it if he's putting on weight. Logie I think is cutting a molar, but that's not related. Jon is having the stitches out of his finger tomorrow, but that's definitely not related. That's just my family doing their bit to provide material for you.
Ocado is late. Baby announcement cards cost a fortune. DEAR GOD, I AM BORING, AND MIDDLE CLASS, AND UNGRATEFUL. Clearly my brain is not working. I don't have anything funny to say.
If you want to know more about ECT - sticking the electrodes on my head, what the anaesthetic feels like, how many students come to gawp at you - then post a comment, and I'll write it up after Friday. I need a bit of motivation. I don't feel very coherent.
Here are some pictures, because nothing else in this will have raised a smile. Logie on Jon's shoulders after seeing Ben & Holly at the theatre on Sunday morning, and Lix having his first slide on Sunday afternoon. I am very lucky to have these boys in my life.
Hi lucy, firstly congrats on the new baby Felix! he's lovely and Logie looks very proud!
ReplyDeleteplease do a write up on your ECT.. ive been in a severe major depression for 2 years 3 months.. sadly suicidal and ive been on 7 meds.. its hard to know when to call it quits on the meds and bite the bullet and go with the ECT!!
i know my life being saved is the most important thing.. im just scared it wont work like all those meds.. and that my ability to learn will be affected if i somehow get my life back, i'd like to go back to university..
good luck
xhannahx
Hi Hannah
DeleteWe should talk. I'm so sorry you've been having such an awful time, I'd love to give you some info and encouragement about ECT.
Send me your number - to lucydottallonatgmaildotcom
Hang in there
xx
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